Anniversaries
Early February, 2024, was always going to be a difficult time. And thus it proved to be.
The 2nd, 3rd and 4th of February are anniversaries.
The 2nd is the date in 2020 that Jessica and I first slept together.
The 2nd is also the date, in 2023, of our marriage.
The 3rd is the date in 2020 that Jessica took a leap of faith that forged our partnership.
The 4th is the date, in 2023, that Jessica left this world.
Then There Was Bridgey
I don’t think so! Dearest Jessica An act of service What we cravedYou were able to return all the nurturing How lucky were you to find yourself staying with Pepper at The Anderson’s house? A gorgeous house that hardly needed heating or cooling, a television screen...
Trust
A salient lesson It started with a fairly innocuous text to you. You went from rest to warp speed in the blink of an eye. Scotty would want to know your power source. I was like a kite in a hurricane. Your ability to turn things around is impressive. A salient lesson...
Counting Days
Happy single No missing or longing A good partner Life is like a song Don't be sorry about sharing the counting of days. I love that you're counting. It makes me feel wanted. It's a lovely feeling. Doesn't detract at all. I've mentioned your name a few times in...
First Meet
Chatted a great deal Grizzly little bah humbug Continually pushing Big changes coming You seemed to wander off quite a bit So here you are when we first met. Actually a long time ago in the scheme of things, I think. This is January 2012. You were great at...
Holding Hands
My heart was under lock and key I can trace the opening of my heart to a specific date and place. The process started earlier than that, of course. Pinpointing a specific date for that is much more difficult. Perhaps it started when I was looking at mindset techniques...
Soul To Soul
In previous years, I would have been squirming with discomfort at being the centre of attention. I tried to put this aside in the lead up, as I was certain that you would pay scant regard to my wishes and make a fuss. As you certainly did. Your thoughtfulness leading...
Gratitude
It's all about youI'm relaxed. I'm easy. As I am driving back from Mossman to Cairns, I am quite deliberately taking my time. I have only three things planned for the day, they shouldn't take long, it wasn't far to go and I have made an earlyish start. Moya started...
Sleeping Tiger
Tactile sensations Images About the new phase ASFEOThe other night – I can’t remember exactly which night it was, but it was this week – we had been engaging in a bit of late night texting back and forth and when I turned out the lights and settled for sleep, I lay on...