No, but it doesn’t matter. I’ve already been thinking about it from time to time. Ruminating. Cogitating. Pondering.

Do you feel that you have had a reply to this paragraph?

As usual, I think you are right. It would only be the idea of being caught.

You’re freaked out by the thought, but your thoughts, I’m guessing, are probably about being “caught.”
Just imagine, though, your skin being kissed by a warm sun and caressed by a gentle breeze. Think about connecting with the earth. Just imagine.

I would be so freaked out by that – I AM English, don’t forget !

Just sharing.

I’d like to make love to you outside in the fresh air one day.

It was only when you referenced, briefly, your feelings in response that I realised you felt I was rejecting you. Of course I wasn’t. You know that.

I knew immediately I was bringing up Shirley wounds. Deep, painful; best kept in the box, you might think. But no.

However, what we know is this: rejection came earlier.
Shirley exacerbated the wound. Put additional scarring into it.

I’ll hold you. We, you and me, have a solid open-eyed foundation, never will we suddenly part. There will always be deep communication. Yes, we may disagree, fight, dislike each other, be volatile but always we are connected. ❤️ If we separate it will be because we both choose that and know our growth together is complete. Hard to imagine.

I am blessed, lucky is so the wrong word. You are my dearest and most loved of all my friends. So, You know how important you must be.

Share everything you feel safe to share. I’ll do the same.